They seemed so shocked when i said we were not friends anymore. They asked " why, what happened" and i just replied with" sometimes people drift apart for no reason, and as much as i miss her and wish it was different, its life" again they seemed surprised about how grown up my response was.

It’s so easy to say I’m fine without her, but deep down inside, I’m hurt and I have to pretend I am alright, smile and hold behind the tears because from what I can see, she is doing fine without me. I'm sorry.