its nights like this that are the worst. you stay up all night, & can’t get yourself to fall asleep, so all you do is think. think about everything. everything that you have been through in your life. and as always, it’s mostly the bad things that stand out the most. you reminisce the good times you've had with people that no longer exist in your life. you think about how much happier you used to be & how everything was better before. it’s nights like this when you realize just how lonely you are, and how you wish that things would be alight for once.